inspiration

can be found anywhere. myself, i get inspiration for nearly everything i do from obvious things like trees, the weather, other people, birds, && the wonder that is life. these are all out of order, but are followed by music. don't get me wrong, music is absolutely amazing. i listen to it a lot, && it affects my mood drastically. just today, i was having a decent day until i listened to a slower, more dramatic song. ironically, the lyrics alone are supposed to give youh hope [more or less] but combined with seemingly creepy music, && it can just bum youh out. this couldve been resolved easily, but i then made the mistake of listening to it again, realizing that my friends blew me off for food, && various other things including a massive headache && BAM! bad day. although this is just one example of why music should not be people's only inpiration in life, it is the most recent one && stll hurting my head so i decided to mention it.. ANYWAYS.

people that place their life into the hands of just one thing often times feel glorified && superior when with other people that do not share that single reason for life. i feel bad for them [quite the honestly]. like the anime people or the gangster people. whatever it is, their one inspiration leads them to look silly for a while without ever realizing it as their own image of themselves stays. this is apparent with has-beens that still live in whatever age they were famous && decide to never ever change their style.

me, i'm getting older. while i realize that music is amazing && i love discussing bands && stuff, i know that that's not the only thing that keeps my universe going. i know that it is not even the general things forementioned, but also the small things, like mixmatching earrings, opening a new can of tennis balls, or watching the history channel, help me get through my day && inspire me to do it all again tomorrow.

remembering..

the latin root 're-' means 'again, anew, or back' according to everyone that knows anything decent about the english language. so, to the word, 'remember'. when one remembers something, they recall something from previous knowledge. they re-member it. but re-membering requires the fact that youh had to member it in the first place && that just doesn't make sense, as the word 'member' is not used like that at all.

basically.. remembering is the act of membering again. in this context, the action of membering would mean to learn. && to call upon that knowledge would be remembering, or learning again.

this word bothers me :]