birthdays.

so, today, being my birthday, i may as well rant about birthdays. && i'm going to have to go with kyle xy [great show. watch it] on this one saying: "why do people celebrate the amount of years they have if it only brings them closer to death [?]. " exactly what i would say!! perfect logic. im not quite sure what to add to that. uhhm should i be depressed today that i am officialy 15 years into life && therefore fifteen years closer to death, or should i be happy about being older, making me wiser [not true]. people are usualy happy on their birthday, rite?

but then theres kyle's statement!! but then shouldnt days be bad too? cuz theyre days closer to death too. so why should we bother trying to be happy if we're just inching closer to the end with every passing second?i think im going to answer my own question with the old cliche :"life is precious, treat every day like its your last, && make it count". if i were to treat everyday like it were my last i think i would have a lot more spontaneous actions. so i think i'll end this with a thank youh for anyone reading this. cuz for some reason writing in a blog makes me feel special :]

weaponry.

there are always rules against weapons. exspecially in airports, schools, && hospitals or important places that have some some sort of power. no knives, guns, metal, LiQUiDSs, etc. but the thing is that anything can be used as a weapon, so why bother enforcing the rules so much for the more obvius ones, when someone can just as easily, say, strangle someone with.... their clothes [?]. is there a point to this madness?! last year while going thru security in mexico, they threw away my entire matchbook collection that i had culminated during the previous week. it was lame!! i mean, do they really expect a blonde american girl to set her seat on fire?! what the hell. i couldve just as asily suffocated the lady next to me with her damn pillow. ANYTHiNG can be used as a weapon, so proves mcguiver.

summer vacation.

so school ended today && this is the last day ill be a freshamn till college. oh i realized that ben && i are in coordinating grades, but in high school && college. for example, hes a sophomore, i'm a sophomore. but what i hate most about today is the depressiness factor. its so sad to look around && gaze into the faces of people that you [well i wont anyway] see for another like 3 months. which suxx cuz its like staring into the faces of ghosts, && i kno that i will miss them like crazy in just about a week.

but anyways the main topic for today is the title of 'summer vacation'. iTS STiLL SPRiNG!! atleast till the 21st but until then people have no rite to say its summer just cuz we dont happen to have school. then in the yearbooks people say 'have a good summer' but cant they wish us more then just summer.. cuz we still have like 7 more days of spring. or if thats too confusing for little minds to handle, they can put 'have a happy break'. iTS NOT SUMMER! damn.

buggss.

okeyy so everybody always says that bugs are really annoying, specially if theyre like crawling on youh. but honestly, if theyre crawling on youh, shouldnt that be taken as a compliment? they couldve picked anyone elsee, but they picked youh. shouldnt youh be like honored? its can mean that youh small good, or that youh have what dumb people ** dana** call 'sweet blood'.

but whats the deal with when people spot a bug in the AiR && try to kill it? are they insulted because they werent good enuf to be landed on or something?!

bugs save our planet. without some of them, we wouldnt be alive. like the compost ones. compost helps soil grow stuff, like, i dont know... food. if there was no food, we wouldnt evn have a chance to live. so why punish them with death? they live [in this case the U.S.] so shouldnt they have the right to a fair trial by jury? pretty much all the species have been around well before we were. so they deserve to get something back for it, like, i dont know... a place to land.

bothersome. o.0;;

people should obey the laws of traffic when walking. keep to the right, yeild to the people on the left, etc. so why is it that in the halls of school people insist on going the wrong way?! i kno that some poeple, like dana, say that i'm wrong. screw youh dana. kiddinggg. but seriously people always run right into me && i make a habit out of not looking directly at people so i can TRY to NOT run into people.

damn.

but then theres my philosophy that people dont run into people unless its completely on purpose. which still applies if someone pushes someone into another person. like if i pushed dana into a wall && she richoshayed into another person, that would be on purpose by me, unless the person she crashed into was really her secret crush && she WANTED to crash into them, then it still would be on purpose. it makes sense, just think aboot it.

so then according to that the people that crash into me actualy want to do just that.

damn.

more where that came from.

is it possible to sneeze while you're sleeping? cuz if so i'm kinduv worried.

my sister started sneezing in the middle of the nite && i wasnt sure whether or not she was meaning to [hence awake] or if it was one of those things that the body does without permission.